ontanjoubi omedetou~~

ok~~terlebih update plak..second post on the same day..hehe~~

i shud write this post on my birthday..bru cam excited skit..~~~tp, x pe la..skrg pun ok je kn?~~

hmm~so, 10 november 2009, first tyme celebrate birthday di luar dari Malaysia..i mean, India~~so, x rasa exicted pn..sbb honestly im not thinking to celebrate my own birthday..maybe sbb im afraid to turn 22 y.o and jd lebih tua n kena lebih mature (maybe kot^^)

so nk dijadikan cerita..one day before my birtday..9/11, im fasting and x dpt la nk lunch ngan my bestie2..so,lepak2 la kat library smbil merajinkan diri menyiapkan report...then tetiba je teringat

nad n uni lunch kat cafe, so..i sms nad n ask her for egg puff..but few minute after, she reply

"alamak..nad dh kt cafeteria tepi library dr td lg.so sori my dear"

so..frustrated~n i x reply her message...konon nk merajuk la~~huhu (childish><)..then after anatomy lab session..three of us(uni+me+nad) x bercakap..sume senyap je dalam bus smpai our apartment..

sampai je umah..huosemate pn cm biasa je..the i pn cam biasa je la..masuk bilik..taking bath,

solat n memerap dlam bilik n online...till 11 sumting (dh x ingt)...tp y cm pelik is..Farah Bong my housemate asyik tny je "Buddy mane??"..n she keep asking selang 10 minutes kot..n my other housemate plak msg Buddy kat mane?...(actly i noe Buddy g umah Wawa)...but juz keep my

mouth shut..n makin pelik tgok perangai sorg2..

then tetiba je my phone ringing~~call from Nad...but then bila ngkat suara Uni..hm~~lagi satu y

pelik is.."hello..Farah~~datang sat umah kami..pastu bawak record book patho..nak tiru"...HELLO~~pe kes plak ni..as long as i noe Uni dh siap record patho last weekend..knp plak la..nk copy my record book..n lgi suspicious is.."mai la Farah..teman kami sat, Nad dah tido..x da sapa nk teman buat record patho.."???.. ok dats enuf, wuts goin' on actually~~

so, malas nk pikir byk..pakai jacket n selendang, amik record book..straight ke umah uni..bru je nk kuar umah..my rumate tny" Farah nk g mana?turun bawah ke? knp pakai tudung?"..hm~~

senyum n jwb pe y patut then terus kuar..(tindakan y pantas)...sampai je umah uni..tgok nad

tido kt meja study..tp dri gaya ny cm fake je~~uni plak suh duk dlm bilk dia, tp y lg pelik..suh bwk record book tp dia amik n letak tepi je..the dia sambung buat nota..n Nad plak tetiba terus sedar from tido y mcm'fake" kot~~n senyum...huhu(muka nad tyme tu..i tau u x tido pn)

ok..enuf is enuf~~pe hal sebenarny ni..dh la tgah ngantuk..sejuk plak tu..bleh plak buat perangai pelik2 cmni (monolog je la~~x kn nk ckp depan2 kot..huhu)

tgok jam dah pukul 12.. baru je nk tny Uni pasal kepelikkan mereka berdua..suddenly...POP~~(actly x bunyi pun..ye r black out mana ad bunyi..)..ok~ satu umah dh

gelap..n im speechless..sbb takut gelap..n Uni n Nad rushing2 kuar bilk..dengar bunyi bising2 n lagi pelik bila dgr suara Dee..my housemate y lagi sorg...bila la pulak dia ad kat sini n buat ape?..

level suspicious dh x bertahap lagi dh~~

then someone grab my hand and pull me out from bilik..and in count of three..1..2..3..

happy birthday to u

happy birthday to u

happy birthday to farah izza, aida n nieda....(me:10/11

aida:11/11

nieda:14/11)

happy birthday to u~~

at last...wut can i say is...(sengih~sengih~sengih~~)..God~~ ingt sume cm nk wish biasa2

je..sempat pulak diorg sume beli choc cake...hua~~~~sgt happy itu malam...n im turn to 22..^^v..n black out pun 'fake' rupanya...sbb bila dh tiup lilin..rumah terus gelap..n dak umah Uni struggle nk on fius back..ahah~~mereka sume sgt pelik n comel hari itu~~

thanks to:

nad-uni-buddy-ayin-sya-farah bong-dee-aida-erol-farah anis(photographer)-nieda-aida-n sume y berada di depan n disebalik tabir plan nie~~...sayang sume...

to those y send msg n call...thanks (kamu la tu~~^^)

shud i put some of the pix taken ...ok..( letak je la buat pe tny kn..?~~)

lunch bersama Neddy~~

egg puff y Nad belikan (pandai u tipu eh~~)

farah bong n dee~hide n seek jom...^^v

roses~~><

nieda-aida-me

uni-me-neddy(u both mmg x pandai berlakon la yang~~)

all the master mind

buddy-me-farah anis

paper hemato or pepper n tomato~~

mcm dh lama sgt x update blog..so, sbb test heamtology baru je abis td..cm free la skit..after whole week hadap buku~

but the bad thing is..i x puas hati dgan test tadi...for the whole week bagai nak sakit mata study almost half of textbook, soalan ny 3 and 45 minutes and 20 marks total...ok la tu even ni first test since start II phase..

tp y sgt x memuaskan hati is..soalan tu sgat direct n disebabkn kecuakkan for this test, bleh plak x complete all the answer..GOD~~rasa cm nk amik je balik paper kat Dr. tu and tambah..y paling x puas hati is, soalan tu from the chapter y baru je baca before seat for the test..~~

soalan ny pasal sickle cell anemia in general..treatment x sempat plak nk tulis..dh kna kutip answer sheets..x bleh nak salah kn pengutip kertas..i shud blame myself..sbb x tau tengok jam..test start pukul 09.45am and finish in 45 minute...10.30am shud stop writting..tp dlam otak ni asyik pikir pukul 11.00am bru abis masa...knp la bijak sgt...agakny kna tukar jam tgan y nombor besar skit kot...

messy~messy~messy~~shud clean up ol diz

so, for this test..alhamdulillah kot..(bleh plak ad kot2~~)..x confident sgt, mintak2 la lecturer y check paper tu in a good mood , sbb ny ayat dah la tunggang langgang and tulisan ok kot..tp drawing~??hm~~dia paham kot..^^(menyedapkan ati)

btw~gud luck for ur exam diz week (kamu la tu^^v)

anti-histamine

hajimemashite....^^

shud i say today is a lucky or a bad day??~~

im not feeling well today..and for the very first tyme , i noe that im allergic to mutton~~GOD~~org melayu pun bleh allergic ngan mutton cm pelik je..but then, thats the truth..

my rumate juz cook speghetti for dinner, since its hard to find the main ingredient which is meat (beef la kn) so, at the end she change it to mutton...

so, ok la kot..since im fasting today..so,even x pernah mkn mutton, i mkn je la..benda baru kn~~ mesti nk try..but before tu byk kali jgk tny my housemate, nant panas x badan makan mutton..all of them giv the same answer.."mkn skit je, dun worry ok je"...
but then after 2-3 suap, my neck getting warm n turn red..bit swelling..panic of course, sbb x penah pn allergic sampai cm ni...

then my rumate pn cm dh susah ati..since..some ppl bila allergy, air pathway getting narrow n hard to breathing..so, she start calling my other friends for anti-histamine...but, x da..nasib baik pharmacy ad kt bwh apartment...

so, drugs pn dh amik..skrg tgu je la..but the drug action is slow...almost 1 hour..noting changes..
if its not okay, maybe i shud jumpa Dr.Manoha for other prescription esok..

need some rest now..till then

freelance^^

noting much to write, juz share some of the pic taken in this past 3 week

new life..new aim..new focus but the same me myself...insyaAllah x berubah


me n buddy (rumate) otw nk brunch...

ayin, farah bong n me jln2 kt wet market..

not sure apekah ini...tp sbb nampak cantik..ayin tersnap diz pic dgan sengaja^^



sgt byk buah smp berkilo2 beli



so cheap..12 rupee, tp taste serupe ngan harga...masam nasib baik beli 2 je



chicken burger...main focus is the ketchup...kat india ni x wujud ke sos cili..asyik tomato je~~



onie n naddy~~u, at least i letak pic u dlm my blog...

namaste~~~^^

ok~~~
life is so hectic till hv no free tyme to up date blog sendiri...
so..im in INDIA~~~~!!!!

the best things is im able to further my study in MBBS...but the bad thing is, still rasa cm x caya dh ad kt India and need to struggle sehabis2-ny to since we register a week late than the other batch...

there so much things y keep play in my mind at this moment, before and after..ahah~~~

first tyme sampai cam ok kot...tp bukan semua citizen kat sini friendly...n benda y paling best is the auto rickshaw... (kind of beca roda tiga, the different is dia pakai motor not bicycle cam beca kt M'sia..n tradisi kat sini is honk is kemestian for every driver...and police traffic pn x da power nk halang since diorg pn bleh kena marah ngan driver sbb direction y police traffic bg bt sume driver jd lambat...so, senang ckp sini cam x follow sgt rules...

foods plak...ok la kot. tp still x brani nak makan lebih2 sbb still x tau which restaurant, food stall y serve halal food...so,paling selamat is makan je la roti n kalo dah bosan sangat mengadap roti makan la maggi...tp td my new rumate...buddy, bawak g makan kat briani hut...GOD~~~~ venture abish la...tp kena sgt hati2 since ktorg sume girls and jalan dia cm gelap...tp mmg sgt puas hati..heheh~~~ for the very first tyme dpat makan briani y sedap+pedas+murah...(briani ayam = 60rupee, sweet lime juice =15 rupee...) bleh share dua org sbb sgt la byk bg perut perempuan .... ahaha~~

brg2 kt sini harga standard M'sia je kot...kalo murah pun ad la less dlm 10-15 ringgit kot...not so sure...tp y sure brg plastic sgt bapak mahal...besi murah...terbalik ngan m'sia...maybe sbb tu semua pinggan mangkuk kat sini sume steel kot...^^

enviroment kat sini ok la kot...tp sgat sejuk n kering...kena sentiasa pakai lotion n lip balm n minum sgt byk air...even x berpeluh tp still batuk n flu~~~skrg ni diwali festive so...malam2 ad je bunyi mercun and bunga api...tp y lawak ny student M'sia main mengalah kan org kt sni...macam diorg plak y nk raya...tp ok je at least meriah skit...week ni je la nak memain puas2..sebab start nex week dh x da free tyme...since pagi kuliah till noon then gap 1 hour rehat, kna g clinical posting kat hospital sampai petang...emmm~~ x sure la maybe samapi 6 petang kot...then malam kena struggle nak cover lecture notes, practicle report n phase I ny subject y nk revise blik...

sgt menakutkan...tp abah slalu ckap...maybe ini jalan y ALLAH dah tunjukkan kat adik..so, kena sangat bersyukur n slalu doa dipermudahkan segala urusan sepanjang study kat INDIA ni...n Insya-ALLAH semua ok~~~amennnn....

ingat lg masa kt KLIA before naik flight...rasa cam nak nangis sgt2...peluk mak, abah, atok, kakak rasa cam x nk lepas..sampai mak tolak nak lepas peluk...lama x peluk mak..rasa rindu plak...mak ckp jgn nangis, tp still x nk dengar even g india ngan flight just 4 hours... tp jauh pe~~once dh sampai sni kena fully bergantung kat diri sendiri...tp thank GOD sbb sume housemate sgt epy n baik..

byk la plak merepek...kaki pn dah merah2 kna gigit nyamuk...arii x study on sbb asyik jalan je...huhu...k la

till then

lean foward~~><

im too lazy to update my blog...eventhough i hv too much free tyme.. ^^

by the way..last weekend my family and i going back to my grandma's house...rasany last tyme balik kampung hurmmm~~last 5 month if im not mistaken...GOD~~ forget too much things lately...wut im going to do... i need to start reading books again and paksa otak bekerja hehe...*sigh*~~ T T

since now is ramadhan which is the fasting month..so, abah decide to stay overnite at umah atok...actually the main point why he wanna going back is..(last week my mum bgtau abah that nak blik kampung early morning..but, since my sister and i sleep late the last nite, so the outcome is we woke up late...at last, mak merajuk and amk kunci kete n decide balik sendiri

so..the only way nk pujuk my mum is ... tada...'adik, esok kta balik kampung and pack all ur stuff and make sure not getting late again..ok *wink*...so..thats the plan~~><..abah, he such a bad planner bila sampai bab pujuk2 ni .. but, he manage to turn my mom mood to ok... and she keep smile all the way dlm kete nk ke kampung ( ahah..poor english again~~gomen ne ^^ mm) the best thing is ..mak msk sgt byk lauk before blik kampung..sambal udang petai, masak lemak ikan kering dengan nenas, sayur campur...memang kampung habis la lauk kali ni...

around 5pm bru sampai kampung... the bad thing is, ktorg stuck around 20 minutes or more kot luar umah atok, since she's not open the door everytime we call and knock it..phone call pn pick-up ... what's going on....???? muka mak pn dh lain macm je..she look worried sama cm abah...and i try my best to look cool infront of him since i tahu atok ad je kat dalam since all the windows terbukak luas...ye la dh almost 10 yrs duduk ngan atok...sure2 dah tau pe y jd..(she wont go out without lock all the windows and door of course...)... at the end, someone unlock the door dr dlam umah...heheh~~cam suspens je~~(tgok2 atok ngan kain tuala kat atas kepala...).. nak pecah perut tahan gelak ...la~~ atok mandi ke??... patut la x dengar.. and my mum start babbling..."ish mak ni..len kali jgan la buat org riso..mandi rupenye" ..hahah ...bila mak dah riso ngan mak sendiri...abah n i not get involve~~^^

then bukak puasa sampai x larat nak makan..since ktorg x gtau atok that we are coming so..from 4 dishes dah tambah to 8...so..sape nak makan~~then atok plak bebel ' len kali tepon kata nak datang, x da la mak nak masak.. ni sape nak makan"..then my mum balas' ala mak ni..ni ad dua org ni bleh abish kan' i noe who is the dua org..me n my dad.. gosh~~i look up to my dad and like telepathy kot.. he just nodding which mean.."just ignore"..hahah~~ y x bes is kitaorg x g terawih since abah pening kepala and atok cakap ' adik..kta terawih kat umah je la eh..pastu ngaji Quran ngan atok, adik dah juzuk berapa?.. .......just look at her speechless....' dah abis miggu lepas skarang ni ulang balik juzuk satu..hehehe..><..."

day after... after sahur i just continue to sleep..nasib baik x lepas subuh...start dreaming then suddenly felt someone pat my shoulder...bukak mata slow2 and nampak abah tersengih..."bagun2~~ g shopping beli ikan...bleh jalan2".....me"x mo..x mo ikut, duk umah je eh..".. so..left me n atok kt umah... as early as 10am..she start to prepare food untuk berbuka...hurmm~~" adik..kukur kelapa sat" then, " adik...tumbuk cili sat.." then, "adik..dah siap ka?..ni tolong giling cili sat, satgi atok nak buat kuih lopeh...petang satgi pakngah datang"...god~~ x berenti tangan berjalan...since dah lama x face batu giling ngan lesung batu..ye la...kat umah blender is necessary... around 3pm everything is ready....*sigh~~~relive bila dah settle..

and at 550pm..pakngah sampai...lama x jumpa (meaning is..bukan pakngah n makngah but my cousin)..last tyme i met him last april kot..before he go to matriculation college...(how to decribe him...hurmmm~~a-good-manner-n-looking-guy) kot~~ ^^ since i dun have any brothers so..i do not noe how boy grow up...meaning is~thier attitude, character n physical..terkejut gak bila tengok dia makan tons of meal~~kurma+kueh+cucur udang+nasi2x+air lagi+ kuih balik+coco krunch???~~ cm x match plak dgan body dia..skinny.... hurmm~ btw... last weekend is the best weekend since we spend more tyme together and talk less as usual...but stil; cam heaven je~~ i miss my ichiban again ~~sho-chan~... genki?? being an idol+newscaster+singer+actor at the same tyme..such a hectic day for u aite??~~

such a great guy..graduated from keio university is damn great~~i promise to study as well as u..no..no..better than u and finish my degree and make sure i'll go to ur concert at least once..(dreaming~~)...look cool with d' kid...he so lucky to have u be soo close with him~~~

~~ such a bad timing since i can't afford to bought one (arashi 10th yr anivessary DVD)...btw i just download all 30 songs..thanks to arashi community lj...u all such a good friend as always...

just go through my other blog page and find out that yamaP and ryo from NEWS been admitted to hospital due to swine flu...hope both of then get well soon..

and hope arashi also in a good health since they are now having 10th anivessary councert tour at kokuritsu...arashi gambare~~><

adult are burden~~

the truth is, being an adult is burden..for me at this moment~~hmmm*sigh*

when i grow up and join the 20th y.o life~~lots and lots of things that i need to take, think, do (everything that usually been done by adult people)... lots of problem that i need to settle and get involve either i willing to or not..

family problem of course..its common for married couple to argue to each other and sometimes they soo into it and drag thier child with their argument..GOD~~...in positive side maybe i can admit it but sometime i feel bad with all thing matter..



love matter??






im sucks in love matter......




no one noe what will happen in future..



now im aiming for something more stable for my life:


1. finish my degree and not fall in love with any guy..if there is a guy who likes me just ignore it and if he really like me wait till i finsh my study since i cannot manage my feeling ^^

2. be a gud daughter to my parent and a gud younger sister to my sister~~

3. be a gud girl

may god bless me always~~and may i face all the obstacle in a positive way...hope so (ameeennnn~~)